Biography
Cobain
was the leader of Nirvana, the multi-platinum grunge band that
redefined the sound of the nineties. Kurt
Donald Cobain was born on the 20th of February 1967 in Hoquaim,
a small town 140 kilometres south-west of Seattle. His mother
was a cocktail waitress and his father was an auto mechanic. Cobain
soon moved to nearby Aberdeen, a depressed and dying logging town.
Cobain
was for most his childhood a sickly bronchitic child. Matters
were made worse when Cobain's parent's divorced when he was seven
and by his own account Cobain said he never felt loved or secure
again. He became increasingly difficult, anti-social and withdrawn
after his parent's divorce. Cobain also said that his parent's
traumatic split fueled a lot of the anguish in Nirvana's music.
After his parent's divorce Cobain found himself shuttled back
and forth between various relatives and at one stage homeless
living under a bridge. When
Cobain was eleven he heard and was captivated by the Britain's
Sex Pistols and after their self-destruction Cobain and friend
Krist Novoselic continued to listen to the wave of British bands
including Joy Division the nihilistic post-punk band that some
say Nirvana are directly descended from in form of mood, melody
and lyrical quality.
Cobain's artistry
and iconoclastic attitude didn't win many friends in high school
and sometimes earned him beatings from "jocks" Cobain
got even by spray painting "QUEER" on their pick-up
trucks. By 1985 Aberdeen was dead and Cobain's next stop was Olympia.
Cobain formed and reformed a series of bands before Nirvana came
to be in 1986. Nirvana was an uneasy alliance between Cobain,
bassist Krist Novoselic and eventually drummer and multi-instrumentalist
Dave Grohl
In 1988 Nirvana
were doing shows and had demo tapes going around. In 1989 Nirvana
recorded their rough-edged first album Bleach Bleach - CD-Albumfor
local Seattle independent label Sub-Pop. In
Britain Nirvana received a lot of recognition and in 1991 their
contract was bought out by Geffen, they signed to the mega-label,
the first non-mainstream band to do so. Two and a half years after
Nirvana's first C.D. Bleach was released they released Nevermind,
Nevermind - Japan - Vinyl-Album Nevermind - CD-Album Nevermind
- Vinyl-Albuma series of different, crunching, screaming songs
that along with it's first single Smells Like Teen Spirit Smells
Like Teen Spirit - CD-Singlewould propel Nirvana to mainstream
stardom.
Smells Like
Teen Spirit became Nirvana's most highly acclaimed and instantly
recognizable song. Not many people can decipher it's exact lyrics
but Cobain used a seductive hookline to hook the listener. Nevermind
went on to sell ten million copies and make a reported $550 million
(US) leaving Nirvana overnight millionaires. Cobain was shocked
at the reception of his highly personal and passionate music repeatedly
telling reporters that none of the band ever, ever expected anything
like this. It quickly became obvious that the obsessively sickly
and sensitive 24yr old was not going to cope well with the rock'n
roll lifestyle. "If there was a rock star 101 course, I'd
really have like to take it," Cobain once observed. Cobain
fell into heroin in the early 90's, he said he used it as a shield
against the rigorous demands of touring and to stop the pain of
stomach ulcers or an irritated bowel. Through the touring and
pressure Cobain continued to write his very personal acutely focused
lyrics.
Cobain was
distressed to find out that what he wrote and how it was interpreted
could quite often be miles apart. He was appalled when he found
out that Polly a heavily ironic anti-rape song had been used as
background music in a real gang-rape. He later appealed to fans
on the Incesticide liner Incesticide - Japan - Vinyl-Album Incesticide
- CD-Albumnotes "If any of you don't like gays or women or
blacks, please leave us the fuck alone." It was to no avail,
Cobain found that as an overnight millionaire musician control
was something he had very little of. Cobain also worried that
his band had sold-out, that it was attracting the wrong kind of
fans (i.e the type that used to beat him up.)
In February
1992 Cobain skipped off to Hawaii to marry the already pregnant
Courtney Love. Later in the year Nirvana released Incesticide
and in August Cobain had hospital treatment for heroin abuse.
Shortly after Frances Bean Cobain was born. In early 1993 In Utero
In Utero - Vinyl-Album In Utero - CD-Albumwas released into the
top spot on the music charts. In Utero was widely acclaimed by
the music press and it contains some of Cobain's most passionate
work. In Utero was a lot more open than Nirvana's previous albums.
Songs like All Apologies All Apologies - CD-Singleand Heart Shaped
Box detailed aspects of Cobain's sometimes shaky marriage, other
songs like Scentless Apprentice detailed the agonies and struggles
of Cobain's experiences. Nirvana
embarked on a support tour and recorded and filmed an "unplugged"
(acoustic) performance for MTV in November of 1993. Nirvana's
choice to honour bands and people that had influenced them and
Cobain's passionate and intense vocals especially on "Where
Did You Sleep Last Night?"silenced many of their who had
labeled Cobain talentless. Rumors circulated that the MTV Unplugged
compilation would be Nirvana's last album and the band were splitting
up.
Cobain was
a gun fanatic and always had several in his possession or in various
forms of confiscation. In the northern winter of 1993-94 Nirvana
embarked on an extensive European tour. Twenty concerts into the
tour Cobain developed throat problems and their schedule was interrupted
while he recovered. While recovering Cobain flew to Rome to join
his wife who was also preparing to tour with her own band. On
March the 4th Cobain was rushed to hospital in a coma after an
unsuccessful suicide bid in which he washed down about fifty prescription
painkillers with champagne. The suicide bid was officially called
an accident and was not even made known to close friends and associates.
Several days later he returned to Seattle. Cobain's wife, friends
and managers convinced Cobain, who was still in deep distress
to enter a detox program in L.A. According to a missing person's
report filed by his mother Cobain fled after only a few days of
the program.
Cobain was
cited in the Seattle area with a shotgun. Days later on the 5th
of April he barricaded himself into the granny flat behind his
mansion, put a shotgun in his mouth and pulled the trigger. On
Thursday April the 7th ~ two days after a medical examiner says
Cobain shot himself and the day before his body was found police
say Courtney Love herself was taken to hospital in L.A. for a
drug overdose.
Released on
bail, Love checked herself into a rehab center but left soon after
a friend called her the next day with news of Cobain's death.
Cobain's body was found when an electrician visiting the house
to install a security system went round the back of the house
when no one answered the front door and peered through windows.
He thought he saw a mannequin sprawled on the floor until he noticed
a splotch of blood by Cobain's ear. When police broke down the
door they found Cobain dead on the floor, a shotgun still pointed
at his chin and on a nearby counter a suicide note written in
red ink addressed to Love and the couples then 19 month old daughter
Frances Bean.
The suicide
note ended with the words "I love you, I love you."
Two days after Kurt Cobain's body was found about 5,000 people
gathered in Seattle for a candlelight vigil. the distraught crowd
filled the air with profane chants, burnt their flannel shirts
and fought with police. They also listened to a tape made by Cobain's
wife in which she read from his suicide note. Several distressed
teenagers in the U.S. and Australia killed themselves. The mainstream
media was lambasted for it's lack of respect and understanding
of youth culture.
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